Michael Edelstein was headstrong and independent, a self-described mamzer. He was 10 years old when he rolled under the barbed wire and escaped the roundup of the Jewish townspeople of Skala-Podolsk on the morning of Sukkoth 1942....
Now, in his twilight years, Edelstein finally relates his full life history. From his Holocaust ordeal in the forests and bunkers, to the purgatory of post-war Poland and Germany, to his early years in the U.S. as a Korea-era GI and self-made small businessman, to his ultimate successes in real estate and philanthropy, Edelstein fills his narration with richly remembered details and characteristic Yiddish outlook.
The Takeaway
Reviews and comments by early readers of Live Another Day
Michael Edelstein’s tale of his experiences under Nazi persecution and his subsequent immigration to America, where he became a real estate mogul, makes a compelling read.
Marshall J. Breger, professor of law at the Columbus School of Law
Walter Ruby and Dan Ruby listened attentively, researched extensively and captured not only Edelstein’s story but also his voice.
Michael Berenbaum, Professor of Jewish Studies, American Jewish University 2
Edelstein survived the Nazi onslaught by his wits and sheer luck, enduring the hardships hour by hour and day by day.
Michael Berenbaum, Professor of Jewish Studies, American Jewish University
Michael always had the ability to create the greatest outcomes out of the worst circumstances.
Miriam Schmulewitz Hoffman, retired Columbia University Professor, author, journalist and award-winning playwright
Edelstein's insight—that the same ability that assisted his survival during the Shoah contributed to his business success in America—is profound and worthy of further empirical investigation amongst Holocaust survivors generally.
Marshall J. Breger, professor of law at the Columbus School of Law, The Catholic University of America
All in all, a solid contribution to survivors literature.
Marshall Breger, professor of law at the Columbus School of Law, The Catholic University of America
Munye's World
A blog on the historical context of Michael Edelstein's life story, by co-authors Walter and Dan Ruby
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Arc of Life
The trajectory of Michael Edelstein's life is framed within a separate journey to remember and make sense of it
Audio Excerpts
Readings from Live Another Day, performed by Yiddish actor Avi Hoffman
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More than 200 selections from Live Another Day, organized by chapter
I signaled the guard over and asked if I could pass a note to a prisoner. He gruffly said no until I produced a packet of papierose.
Boy Against the Army
Guards shoved people through a few at a time—men to one side of the enclosure, women and children to the other. A fence down the center divided the camp into halves.
Loyf Meyn Kind
Our original immigration submission was among the documents that showed up years later when I reviewed our HIAS file in preparing this book.
Displaced Teenager
Jacob had worked for many years in the sheet metal trade in New York and was now the president of the United Hebrew Trades Sheet Metal Union.
Starting Over in New York
After all these years, I have finally returned to the place that shaped the person I survived to become.
Return to Skala (1999)
I remember I went to the Ripley’s menswear store on Pitkin Avenue to buy my first good suit of clothes. You could get a sharp-looking suit at Ripley’s for $35.
Starting Over in New York
After my split with Abe, I proceeded on my own as an Edelstein family enterprise, buying real estate for Florence and my children as well as for myself.
Businessman on the Roof
These tellings and retellings meant a lot to the children, as they gained explanations for the dread they had lived with all of those years.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
That night, we told all our friends that we were engaged, and there were drinks and toasts. Many of our friends were getting engaged and married around the same time.
You’re In the Army Now
"You’re, what, thirteen or fourteen years old, but you have the chutzpah to come here and tell me about your shmattes. I won’t worry about you, my boy."
Boy Against the Army
When I am written in the Book of Life, I will be remembered as someone who survived the Nazis, who lived his life as a mensch and who was able to make a lasting contribution.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
The Beitar squad leader talked me out of my plan to join a military brigade bound for Palestine. There would be other ways to contribute to the Jewish state. My father needed me more.
Displaced Teenager
Whoever said that it is better to give than to receive knew what he was talking about. I can tell you it feels really great to give tzedakah, especially when you remember what it was like to have had nothing.
Giving Tzedakah
In the twilight, Miroshka takes me to Olenka’s gravesite, where I pay my respects and speak to Olenka in her grave, explaining my decision to have her honored in Jerusalem.
Return to Skala (1999)
Toward the end of July, the bridge was reopened and the Hungarian Jewish refugees were driven eastward in the direction of Kamenets. We found out later that they didn’t get far.
War and Occupation
We were given a choice. We could remain as Soviet citizens in Skala, which together with the rest of western Ukraine had been annexed by the USSR, or we could relocate to a new home in the western part of Poland.
Boy Against the Army
Olenka lived alongside our little creek, the potik. I took a walk and listened to the burbling water. Wildflowers were budding.
Liberation and Challenges
From grandmother’s apartment, I collected table cloths, candlesticks, her dishes and flatware. I took the seder plate. I made piles of clothing,
Ghetto Rat
And when it was over, many of us felt driven to find and marry fellow survivors, following the word of the Torah to be fruitful and multiply.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
From around the bend, two Ukrainian polizei suddenly came upon us with pistols drawn. It was a trap. The peasant men were working with the Ukrainian cops, acting as decoys.
Life and Death in the Forest
The feared security services—the SS and Gestapo—were commanded from a regional headquarters in Chortkov. Kelner, chief of the Gestapo’s “Jewish section” for the region, was the master manipulator.
War and Occupation
Mikhail replied that in the great Soviet Union all businesses must serve the people. From now on, he said, this would be a “people’s tin shop,”
Liberation and Challenges
An advanced mobile unit of Hungarian troops arrived in Skala and took up positions around town and in the old Polish barracks recently evacuated by the Soviets.
War and Occupation
I must have been looking at him in amazement. “What, you didn’t know the Russians are coming? It is true. The Germans are beaten—kaput.”
A Winter in Hiding
“Congratulations, Comrade Epstein,” he said. “I am here to enlist you in the patriotic Red Army.”
Liberation and Challenges
We would do one job for a customer, and that turned into additional work on the customer’s other buildings. One owner would refer us to another, and that one would tell two more.
Businessman on the Roof
I was called by my Hebrew name Moshe, the son of Shulem. I recited the verses that I had memorized, and afterwards received congratulations all around.
Liberation and Challenges
Not only had I managed to stay alive during the darkest days of the Holocaust, I had somehow at the same time come into my own as a man.
Boy Against the Army
I brought my children into the real-estate business, and helped them to spin off property-management companies of their own. We have done it together as a family, every step of the way.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
We serve the public good by providing decent, affordable housing for lower and middle income families in New York City. I take pride in being able to help so many people obtain shelter while also doing well for my family and employees.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
Outside it was bedlam. A stream of townspeople flowed down the street, shoved along with rifle butts and rubber truncheons.
Loyf Meyn Kind
One of my most thrilling moments in philanthropy came on July 7, 2009, when we were honored guests of the Israel Air Force at a ribbon-cutting ceremony for the Edelstein Auditorium at the IAF Center in Herziliya.
Giving Tzedakah
Our training as military interrogators mainly amounted to role-playing. One of us would play the Russian captive and one the interrogator. Then we would switch hats and do it again the other way.
You’re In the Army Now
In the Rynek you could get almost anything—for a price. I saw people buying and selling everything from sacks of flour and sugar to gold and jewelry to packs and cartons of American cigarettes.
Black Market Education
The days and nights ran together for me, with only occasional moments of wakefulness. I was wracked by terrible dreams and visions.
Life and Death in the Forest
The melamed walked around and watched over our shoulders. If you made mistakes or worked too slowly you could expect a jab in the ribs or a rap on the knuckles.
Late for Cheder
I am happy to say that I followed through on the commitment I made during my 1999 return trip to Skala. In 2004, these Olenka Kovaleshyn and Nicolai Getman were formally recognized in Jerusalem as Righteous Among the Nations.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
Tough luck for him. He started it. I was satisfied that I had shown him, and others like him, that bullying Jews can be bad for your health—even if I had to lay low for a while afterwards.
Starting Over in New York
The murdered men were those I had known at the estate and worked beside at the quarry. It didn’t matter what kind of permit or protection they may have thought they had. In the end, the Nazis got them all.
Life and Death in the Forest
Tateh manifested a will to live so strong that he could seemingly withstand all hardships. Instead of giving in to our apparent fate, he was able to fix his mind on a steadfast goal of staying alive one day at a time.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
The melamed’s implied compliment to my ingenuity helped give me resolve to resist the inevitability of my imprisonment
Loyf Meyn Kind
Between the roofs of two houses I glimpsed the turret of a tank entering the town square. Emblazoned on its side was a bright red star.
Liberation and Challenges
I was sickened but struggled to keep a straight face. I told her I did not have the tools to extract the gold fillings, and preferred to deal only in jewelry.
Black Market Education
My friend Herbie had another bit of advice for me. “You can’t call yourself Munye here. You need an American name.”
Starting Over in New York
The roof was constructed with crossbeams of saplings laid over with thatched grass, leaves and dirt. Ventilation was no problem and even a little light filtered through the covering.
Life and Death in the Forest
Ukrainian residents of Skala had greeted the Germans occupiers with flowers a few years ago. Now they were staying tightly holed up in their houses.
Liberation and Challenges
A Yiddish-speaking U.S. Army officer interviewed us about our origin and migration. He put us at ease that we were eligible for entry to the camps.
Black Market Education
The war was all but over in Skala and they were still killing little children.
Liberation and Challenges
For every compassionate Ukrainian who was willing to open the door to an unfortunate Jew in the dark of night there were ten times as many who turned Jews away or, worse, informed on them.
Life and Death in the Forest
Dunning delinquent customers wasn’t fun, but either we nudged people to pay what they owed or I would have to go back to being a wage slave.
Businessman on the Roof
In Germany, Florence’s mother met and married a man who had a brother who was already in America—in a small town in South Carolina, of all places. This is where Florence’s family was sent as well.
You’re In the Army Now
When I try to analyze what were the qualities I possessed that served to prolong my life, the first thing I come up with is common sense. You relied on your street smarts to make calculated decisions.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
One key to my management philosophy has always been to hire managers from within the community we serve. As a result, most of our non-family employees, are from Hispanic backgrounds.
The Edelstein Way
Ultra-fashionable Fifth Avenue is a long way from Skala-Podolsk, or for that matter East Flatbush.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
I guess a 10-year-old boy is supposed to be too old to cry over his problems. But I cried anyway—big heaving sobs—until I finally fell asleep.
Loyf Meyn Kind
Tateh went outside first and we heard his encounter with a Ukrainian policeman. “Go to the barracks,” yelled the cop. “Everyone must go to the barracks. Now!”
Loyf Meyn Kind
More than 100 friends and family celebrated our wedding: friends of ours as a couple, her Bronx enclave community members, some Army pals, some friends from our years in the DP camps, and even a few from Skala.
You’re In the Army Now
I started my career as a roofer with a $200 loan to buy a beat-up panel truck. Twenty years later, I was now embarking a new phase of life as a full-time real-estate operator with a portfolio of properties already worth in the millions.
Businessman on the Roof
Looking through the half-shaded window I could see two men sitting inside with Viktor, one in a familiar shabby captain’s uniform. It was Rambocha, apparently alerted by Viktor and lying in wait.
A Winter in Hiding
I made $40 a week, enough to cover my rent and food and also put some money aside in my new bank account. Saving was important. I was starting at the bottom of the ladder in America but it was my goal to move up a few rungs.
Starting Over in New York
One day Sroel came in with a tape measure and took my measurements. A few days later he presented me with a suit jacket and pants made from an old bedcover. It was the first suit I ever owned.
Liberation and Challenges
Our steamer trunk was forwarded to the new address and we never had any further contact with NYANA after that. Even though we would have been eligible for assistance, we never took a penny after our first three weeks in the U.S.
Starting Over in New York
Abe and I looked at a few buildings and eventually decided to go in together on what was called a “taxpayer”—a one story commercial building with a row of stores.
Businessman on the Roof
I jumped up right away and almost shouted with excitement. “I know where the bunker is. I know the exact place!”
Life and Death in the Forest
I don’t know what Tateh did to draw Engel’s menacing attention but I saw the fearsome tyrant stride up to my father, demanding to see his work papers.
Ghetto Rat
If you drive around the neighborhoods of Brooklyn today you can still see some Edelstein & Sons Roofing signs in various places.
Businessman on the Roof
I pushed down on the heavy iron latch and was surprised to find it wasn’t secured. I could open the door from inside.
Life and Death in the Forest
There was a Jewish man working in the government office whom I had seen around town since the time of the liberation. He was hard to miss since he was tall and walked with a limp. This was Max Mermelstein.
Boy Against the Army
Tateh opened the hidden hatch and I saw that there were several large storage compartments inside, originally a larder for food staples and storage for kitchen supplies.
A Winter in Hiding
The key to success in New York residential real estate is to understand how the system works, and then to work within it to one’s best advantage.
The Edelstein Way
I take from Judaism what is valuable to me, and I always try to give back more than I take.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
I feel again like my young self, rushing even faster as my family members straggle behind. I wonder, will the barn still be standing after more than half a century?
Return to Skala (1999)
The Chortkover and Vizhnitzer communities each retained its own religious functionaries—rabbis, ritual slaughterer, shammes, mohel—so there were two of everything.
Late for Cheder
Those of my generation who made it through had within us the tools to accomplish exceptional things. We applied the same skills and strategies we had used to outwit the Nazis.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
We were taken by Brichah from the Polish city of Szczecin into the Soviet zone of occupation and then to Berlin, which was by then a divided city with separate U.S., British, Soviet and French sectors of control.
Black Market Education
Lonye said Rambocha had a network of snitches who fed him information about Jews in hiding.
Life and Death in the Forest
There was a lane with a row of small houses there. I knew the first house on the corner was that of Voyke the Nachsteller, who drove a wagon for luggage at the depot.
A Winter in Hiding
By this time during the war, I had witnessed physical abuses and I had heard about people who had been killed. But this was the first time that I watched a brutal murder with my own eyes.
Loyf Meyn Kind
When I mention Israel Bonds, I should say that at the beginning it was an Israel Bond—just one bond costing $100, and the truth is that we didn’t have the money even for that.
Giving Tzedakah
Nikolai pulled the wagon to a stop at the ghetto checkpoint. A guard with a clipboard gave a cursory glance, seeing just a delivery man and peasant boy, his son.
Ghetto Rat
We owed it to our martyred loved ones—and to all the murdered Jews of Skala—to make it through alive.
A Winter in Hiding
Back in Skala in the 1930s, you could find in every Jewish home a little metal box with a slot into which we would deposit coins to help those even poorer than we were.
Giving Tzedakah
Each year, the children got a new pair of shoes from the Stride-Rite at Georgetown Shopping Center.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
Every transaction, in business and in life, should bring value to both sides. You must always look out for your own interests, but those are best served when both parties are satisfied with the agreement.
The Edelstein Way
It was a big deal when we had weddings in the camp, in the same way that my bar mitzvah in post-liberation Skala had been important for the Jewish survivors of Skala.
Displaced Teenager
At that moment, it hit home that this war was not just about hardship and privation but literally life and death.
War and Occupation
I didn’t see the train leaving town with the condemned Jews of Skala. What I did find was a scene of devastation.
Ghetto Rat
First came the Judenrat, the arm bands, the confiscations and forced labor. Then came ghettoes, roundups, selections and death camps.. Our fate was predetermined—only we didn't realize it yet.
War and Occupation
Fortunately, after that first breakdown, the truck ran fine for the next couple of years, and proved to be a workhorse for carrying tools and materials to my roofing jobs.
Businessman on the Roof
It wasn’t like we stuck out our hands and the dollars fell from the sky. Ours was an overnight success that took decades of blood, sweat and tears to achieve.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
Major Zionist figures came to camp for speeches. I remember seeing Ben-Gurion in 1948, a few months after he had declared the establishment of the State of Israel and become its prime minister.
Displaced Teenager
My hearing became super acute, able to register and interpret acoustic signals, even when shut in behind sound-muffling walls.
Liberation and Challenges
The four o’clock hour that the Nazi invasion began always stuck in my mind because later there was a song popular among the Russian troops that mentions the bombing of Kiev and the outbreak of war.
War and Occupation
I gazed upon the the famous Statue of Liberty with hope and inspiration. The crossing had taken 12 days, but my journey from Skala to America had lasted more than five years.
Displaced Teenager
Our buildings provide decent, affordable apartment living, but they are not luxury housing. There are no doormen.
The Edelstein Way
Another problem, as my former boss had predicted, was getting customers to pay what they owed us. This was so especially with some of the Orthodox Jewish building owners.
Businessman on the Roof
My postwar reinvention began with convincing my reluctant father to emigrate with me from Soviet Russia, and then taking actions to make that happen. I learned then to take ownership of a problem and solve it for myself.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
I could not yet articulate what it was that I didn’t like about the Soviet system, but I already had a instinctive feeling that life would be better for us somewhere else.
Boy Against the Army
By working together, the Peckers and I were making a living. Each of us played a part, and my part was as important as anyone’s, maybe more so.
Liberation and Challenges
Our second building was also not a big money-maker but it gave me an education about managing residential properties. Any work that was necessary—plumbing, plaster, paint—I did it all myself.
Businessman on the Roof
I am in real estate as an investor and property manager. It is not something I do for fun or charity, so I can be hard-nosed when necessary. But I operate on the up and up.
The Edelstein Way
“Noch eyn tog,” he said over and over. “One more day. Maybe this madness soon will be over.”
A Winter in Hiding
He shoved the gun under my chin. “I should shoot you at once you little urchin, especially with this stupid stunt.
Life and Death in the Forest
I opened the Chumash textbook to today’s lesson and set to work hand-copying the Hebrew words of the text.
Late for Cheder
Our biggest operation comes during the High Holy Days, when the Edelstein Family Food Bank distributes thousands of food baskets to poor families and individuals with special needs around Israel.
Giving Tzedakah
Under Rembocha’s grip, she glared in my direction and I flushed with the realization that she might be thinking I had snitched her out.
Life and Death in the Forest
By noon, the cattle cars filled with my family members and townspeople were rolling out of town to the west.
Loyf Meyn Kind
As far as I know, I am the one person in Skala who was in the initial roundup who made a successful escape from the holding pen.
Loyf Meyn Kind
To get anywhere in the market I had to give as good as I got. So the next time a woman insulted my buckets, I countered that “they’re good enough to carry that gravel you call flour.”
Liberation and Challenges
Florence was also my indispensable partner in the business, which never in a million years would have succeeded without her active involvement.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
Bytom’s old Jewish cemetery was in tidy order, as if a local shames like my grandfather were still tending to the dates and names of every resident. Would that it were so!
Black Market Education
What a wonderful break! We had not yet even met a vocational counselor and already, almost out of nowhere, Tateh was already set with a job.
Starting Over in New York
The colony we returned to regularly was run by the Kasimoff family. Just like at home, our bungalow unit was on the second floor.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
My mother gave me so many blessings before she was taken, but no gift was as important as her willingness to let go of me when I announced my intention to escape on the day of the roundup.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
Whatever challenges lay ahead—and there were bound to be many—I knew that I had overcome infinitely more difficult circumstances in the past.
Starting Over in New York
I proudly can claim to have realized the American Dream beyond anything I might have imagined. Yet with all that I have achieved during more than eight decades on this planet, I am first and foremost a survivor.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
Goldberg said that if I would volunteer to take training to become a kosher cook, he could get me into an upcoming course that would extend past the date I could be sent to Korea.
You’re In the Army Now
I was little more than a child but was becoming something of a macher in our small community.
Boy Against the Army
When I look back at these events from more than 70 years’ distance, I can't help but wonder, “Was that really me who did all of that?”
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
We were the surviving remnant of a once-great Jewish civilization—thousands out of millions—rolling into an unknown Poland and an uncertain future.
Black Market Education
The yells of “Halt” came immediately from several directions. I ran headlong forward toward the church while guards came at me from left and right.
Loyf Meyn Kind
The gush of water I pumped into the pail did not collect there but leaked through the seam around the bottom rim. My bucket did not hold water.
Liberation and Challenges
I was one of about 80 Jewish survivors from Skala—80 of about 1600 of our landsmen who lived there before the Shoah.
Late for Cheder
From the beginning, I wasn’t one for following rules or instructions. I was curious, independent, and already street-wise.
Late for Cheder
He had me over a barrel. Sometimes you just have to pay a premium price if the thing is important enough to you. I gave him the pick of my jewelry items in exchange for the stockings.
Boy Against the Army
Less than two weeks after our deliverance, the military situation turned. News spread through town that the German division had broken out of Kamenets and was advancing directly on Skala.
Liberation and Challenges
More than a million young men across America were called to serve during the Korean War, including plenty of Jewish new Americans. It gave me some pride to know that I was to be a part of a national cause.
You’re In the Army Now
Because of my life experience, I am able to relate to others who are having a tough time. I know what it is like to go hungry, or to do what is necessary to beg or steal a piece of bread.
The Edelstein Way
There is a direct line from my own resistance to the Nazis in the forests of Ukraine and the present-day mission of the Israel Defense Forces to protect the lives of Jews.
Giving Tzedakah
I remember that pot with its braided wire handle because during the following weeks Olenka handed it to me many times—always filled with a double-thick layer of her delicious mamaliga.
A Winter in Hiding
After all we had been through, what good could it possibly do for people to be pointing fingers at each other? Yet here was a fellow Jew falsely accusing me!
Boy Against the Army
Just as I had learned tinsmithing from watching my father, I now had the satisfaction of teaching my own sons the basics of the roofing trade.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
After that, there was a renewed frenzy of bunker building in the ghetto. Every basement and attic was a hideout.
Ghetto Rat
This Jewish-American mishpocha is our miracle of Jewish renewal. It is our most precious legacy and bright hope for the future.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
I learned my cunning in the bunkers in Ukraine where you needed quick wits to survive. Now I meant to use my street smarts to overcome any barriers to success that I encountered in this free and wonderful country.
Businessman on the Roof
Back in the desperate days when I was wretched and cold and watching people die around me, I turned to God and asked him how he could allow it to go on. I confess I didn’t get an answer.
Giving Tzedakah
“You should not be playing with the Polish and Ukrainian kids. Do you know what that makes you? A zhulik,”
Late for Cheder
We exited through the doors to the reception hall and found ourselves on the ground in the United States of America.
Starting Over in New York
Instead of greeting me as the son of a friend, Dymchuk flew into a rage, chasing me away with curses and an admonishment to never come back.
A Winter in Hiding
Feivel said the Jews of Skala had been sent to a place called Belzec. Nobody came out of Belzec, he said
Ghetto Rat
I thought that the barber had been the informant, and his wife had been picked up but not killed on that day all for show, to deflect suspicion from the true source of the information.
Boy Against the Army
For the next hour, we pulled nails and snipped edges until we had a big sheet of roofing tin free and clear.
Liberation and Challenges
Now I have reached the tender age of eighty-six, I feel blessed and ready to undertake my personal heshbon ha’nefesh. I have written this book as my way of accomplishing that.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
Representatives of the Hebrew Immigrant Aid Society (HIAS) were coming to Eschwege to help Jewish DPs apply for immigration to the United States. Now the question we had discussed in the abstract come into sharp focus. Palestine or America?
Displaced Teenager
In 1999, Ukraine has entered another era. It is an independent state with western ambitions but still beset by ingrained tendencies toward corruption and superstition.
Return to Skala (1999)
There is a thread connecting the shtetl way of life practiced by my ancestors in Skala to my grandchildren’s “up to the minute” American lifestyle. The thread is Florence and me and the lives that we led.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
I began in life as Munye Epshteyn—devoted son, mamzer, Jew. I survived to become Michael Edelstein—proud American, family man, Jew.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
Once a week we would go to Katz’s Delicatessen on Houston Street, which was not yet as famous as it is today. We had never heard of foods like pastrami and corned beef in Skala. But, oh, was it good!
Starting Over in New York
Counting my Engelbach, Epstein and Melamed relations and Florence’s Storch family from Zamósc, more than 50 members of our combined family perished in the Holocaust.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
Whatever the job, up I went on those bitter mornings to the icy rooftops, taking extra care not to misstep. I was always careful but never fearful.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
They were struggling to grasp how they survived when the great majority of our people had not? And there was the other big question: Where was God?
Liberation and Challenges
Florence and I agreed that it was important to leave each child not just with an inheritance but with the ability to make a living. Otherwise, you just spend your wealth.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
in 1958 or ‘59, we went to hear David Ben-Gurion when he came to speak at a synagogue in Brooklyn. I couldn’t afford a chair for the prestigious event so I sat on the stairs.
Giving Tzedakah
“Loyf meyn kind.” Run, my child. “Maybe you will be the one of all of us who makes it out alive.”
Loyf Meyn Kind
I have learned not to judge harshly our elders on the Judenrat, who acted as honorably as was possible under terrible circumstances.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
As the groups were being readied, an Army staff car rolled up and several officers and managers from the Liegenschaft emerged to consult with the Gestapo officers.
Ghetto Rat
My last name at birth was given as Engelbach, which was my mother’s maiden name, apparently because my parents were married within the synagogue but not under Polish civil law.
Late for Cheder
That was the same day that I told Herbie and Sheila that I planned to marry Florence, although I didn’t say it to Florence for fear of scaring her off.
Starting Over in New York
Hundreds of ghetto residents were herded across town to the cemetery, where they were gunned down into open pits.
Ghetto Rat
“Noch ein tog,” he would say at the end of every day.
Return to Skala (1999)
The survival skills I honed during those terrible years—my street smarts, intuitive sense of human nature and ability to make shrewd decisions—were the same skills that helped me to navigate my postwar personal reinvention.
Heshbon Ha’ Nefesh (2016)
As a father, you want to protect your children from harmful words and actions but you also want them to know the ugly reality of the world they live in.
Jewish-American Mishpocha
There is a time and season for everything. It all goes in cycles and there are always opportunities to make something out of nothing.
The Edelstein Way
It was hard to make money in areas with stable populations. You needed to be in neighborhoods where apartments were changing hands—with older residents moving out and new people coming in.
Businessman on the Roof
Once I thought that I was covered over by the hay, I laid still and tried to listen. The main thing I heard was my own heart, which was beating like crazy.
Loyf Meyn Kind
Repatriation, they called it. But we were not going home to Poland, the country in which we had once lived. To the contrary, we were leaving the only home we had ever known.
Black Market Education
At this time in my young working life, I knew a lot about tin. But now I was about to get an education in a more valuable metal, gold.
Black Market Education
We dressed in our standard-issue khaki pants or shorts with loose white shirts, already resembling the typical Israeli pioneers that many camp residents would soon become.
Displaced Teenager
The Banderovtsy Ukrainian militia, which was anti-Soviet and bitterly anti-Jewish, had taken to the forest was conducting guerrilla warfare under its cover.
Liberation and Challenges
Borki-Wielke was one of many so-called arbeitslager—work camps—that the Germans established throughout the region. They were really prison camps.
War and Occupation
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